Need to write more, read more!

Currently and suddenly,
i'm in my last year of university.
how come right!!
i didnt even remember much about anything
but hopefully later on
i'll graduate with a Degree in  Avionics.

2019 is flying by super fast.
its already March.
Just so i had some memories of what my twenties goes by
i hope i can write more, and share more stories
even when i dont have one

we end 2018 so great with a trip to Jeju island for a week.
it was so great, had a wonderful time
later i'll share the photos yaaaa

the thing is, i envy people with diary.
Just because i dont remember much of the events in my life
how i regret it now, hopefully i can write daily
it would be great to read through all your memories, stories
or just plain nothing

..13

lonely.(no.more)

I sold my soul to the devil said you don't need your heart in this world full of trouble where the madness won't stop and they take advantage and they run for the hills cause a life is harder than the swallow of pills being lonely took a walk with an angel cause she said she can't fly screamed out, can you forgive me before she said goodbye I go into darkness before I try is life worth living when you need to get by 

I feel lonely I was the king but not the king of anything I feel lonely I feel lonely I feel alone call me Mr.righteous even if I always sin feeling lonely I feel lonely I feel alone told myself I was going to get out of this place find running water, and find a new space but in my own time I will know that deep inside we don't ever let go I was the king but not the king of anything call me Mr.righteous even if I always sin I sold my soul to the devil said you don't need your heart

WORDS THAT CANT SEEM TO REACH YOU #1

this morning, i have watched a very heartwarming, emotion stirring and tears pooling movie

give it a try ---> Heaven's Postman

so, from now on i'll be posting things just like a letter that really reflect my genuine feelings

#1

to my Yong

 these days, i miss you so much

so so soooo much

no words can seem to describe what i feel

i worry about where you are, your condition, what you eaten and everything

cant you come back?

i felt useless that i couldn't find you

i miss your hug and hugging you

i miss your cheekiness

i miss our cuddle time. we are great cuddle-buddies

all i can do is truly praying and wishing God will take good care of you just no matter where you are, what you do and be happy. like you always do

sincerely, lots of love from acik

#canyoucomebackplease

THE PERKS OF A STUDENT

The role of a student in these 'golden days' is definitely challenging.
Knowing how to multi-task is a must, in fact its the least effort just to survive.
Each and everyone have to juggle between classes, assignments and whats not
need to be active and took part in extra co-curricular activities

But, those are the things that all students had to go through since before right

Now, along with that, they also need to think of ways to generate money and fund their studies
With the economy gone so bad and not enough options given to people that wanted to pursue better education
They need to think of ways to save money and spend less in everything they do
however,maybe that might only applies to me. hahaaaa
some even more worried about their eyebrows or make-up being perfect or not
appearance wise becomes major concern now,
maybe because of so many 'goals' that people are suddenly aware of

at the end, its really up to you la,
what are the things you wanna be worried about.
different people have different opinion
you can never force it on anyone
and THIS IS MINE ^__^

WORDS

thanks for these beautiful words

PHOTOGRAPH-ED SHEERAN

Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard
You know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive

We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
Times forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
Wait for me to come home

Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And it's the only thing that I know (know)
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of ya
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die

We keep this love in this photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Our hearts were never broken
Times forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone

And if you hurt me
That's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

Wait for me to come home [4x]

Oh you can fit me
Inside the necklace you got when you were 16
Next to your heartbeat
Where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul

And if you hurt me
Well, that's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

When I'm away
I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost
Back on 6th street
Hearing you whisper through the phone,
"Wait for me to come home."

LIFE.NOTES

its about this quote i've read somewhere. its just the right amount of nice and on point!

You’ve got to take the good with the bad

Smile with the sad

Love what you’ve got and remember what you had

Always forgive but never forget

Learn from mistakes but never regret

I THINK I AM BACK :D

in 2016 it is, decided to be here again

Its been super long. I almost forgot that i have one.

poor this blog for having me as the owner hahaaa

so,considering i had ignored it for almost 2 years ++.

I definitely owe a recap and updates on what i've been up to.

Just wanna start with 2015 which was a great and super fast year!

Didn't even realized i did quite a lot of things since its just goes by like poooooshhh

just like that! 

A year filled with loads of fond memories and celebrations~

M.A.K.A & some beach-time

our favorite makan place = Sg Golok 

big bro officially graduated

we & makan is forever on good terms

Raya Blues~

hiking my way up Bukit Kluang.view worth the hike

hoping we'll be friends till old & grey

#suddenly, i think theres too many things to be forced into one post. 

so, i'll make another one later

hopefully, i'll be very rajin to write one.till tehn ollaaa