Need to write more, read more!

Currently and suddenly,
i'm in my last year of university.
how come right!!
i didnt even remember much about anything
but hopefully later on
i'll graduate with a Degree in  Avionics.

2019 is flying by super fast.
its already March.
Just so i had some memories of what my twenties goes by
i hope i can write more, and share more stories
even when i dont have one

we end 2018 so great with a trip to Jeju island for a week.
it was so great, had a wonderful time
later i'll share the photos yaaaa

the thing is, i envy people with diary.
Just because i dont remember much of the events in my life
how i regret it now, hopefully i can write daily
it would be great to read through all your memories, stories
or just plain nothing

..13

lonely.(no.more)

I sold my soul to the devil said you don't need your heart in this world full of trouble where the madness won't stop and they take advantage and they run for the hills cause a life is harder than the swallow of pills being lonely took a walk with an angel cause she said she can't fly screamed out, can you forgive me before she said goodbye I go into darkness before I try is life worth living when you need to get by 

I feel lonely I was the king but not the king of anything I feel lonely I feel lonely I feel alone call me Mr.righteous even if I always sin feeling lonely I feel lonely I feel alone told myself I was going to get out of this place find running water, and find a new space but in my own time I will know that deep inside we don't ever let go I was the king but not the king of anything call me Mr.righteous even if I always sin I sold my soul to the devil said you don't need your heart

WORDS THAT CANT SEEM TO REACH YOU #1

this morning, i have watched a very heartwarming, emotion stirring and tears pooling movie

give it a try ---> Heaven's Postman

so, from now on i'll be posting things just like a letter that really reflect my genuine feelings

#1

to my Yong

 these days, i miss you so much

so so soooo much

no words can seem to describe what i feel

i worry about where you are, your condition, what you eaten and everything

cant you come back?

i felt useless that i couldn't find you

i miss your hug and hugging you

i miss your cheekiness

i miss our cuddle time. we are great cuddle-buddies

all i can do is truly praying and wishing God will take good care of you just no matter where you are, what you do and be happy. like you always do

sincerely, lots of love from acik

#canyoucomebackplease

THE PERKS OF A STUDENT

The role of a student in these 'golden days' is definitely challenging.
Knowing how to multi-task is a must, in fact its the least effort just to survive.
Each and everyone have to juggle between classes, assignments and whats not
need to be active and took part in extra co-curricular activities

But, those are the things that all students had to go through since before right

Now, along with that, they also need to think of ways to generate money and fund their studies
With the economy gone so bad and not enough options given to people that wanted to pursue better education
They need to think of ways to save money and spend less in everything they do
however,maybe that might only applies to me. hahaaaa
some even more worried about their eyebrows or make-up being perfect or not
appearance wise becomes major concern now,
maybe because of so many 'goals' that people are suddenly aware of

at the end, its really up to you la,
what are the things you wanna be worried about.
different people have different opinion
you can never force it on anyone
and THIS IS MINE ^__^

WORDS

thanks for these beautiful words

PHOTOGRAPH-ED SHEERAN

Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard
You know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive

We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
Times forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
Wait for me to come home

Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And it's the only thing that I know (know)
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of ya
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die

We keep this love in this photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Our hearts were never broken
Times forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone

And if you hurt me
That's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

Wait for me to come home [4x]

Oh you can fit me
Inside the necklace you got when you were 16
Next to your heartbeat
Where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul

And if you hurt me
Well, that's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

When I'm away
I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost
Back on 6th street
Hearing you whisper through the phone,
"Wait for me to come home."

LIFE.NOTES

its about this quote i've read somewhere. its just the right amount of nice and on point!

You’ve got to take the good with the bad

Smile with the sad

Love what you’ve got and remember what you had

Always forgive but never forget

Learn from mistakes but never regret

I THINK I AM BACK :D

in 2016 it is, decided to be here again

Its been super long. I almost forgot that i have one.

poor this blog for having me as the owner hahaaa

so,considering i had ignored it for almost 2 years ++.

I definitely owe a recap and updates on what i've been up to.

Just wanna start with 2015 which was a great and super fast year!

Didn't even realized i did quite a lot of things since its just goes by like poooooshhh

just like that! 

A year filled with loads of fond memories and celebrations~

M.A.K.A & some beach-time

our favorite makan place = Sg Golok 

big bro officially graduated

we & makan is forever on good terms

Raya Blues~

hiking my way up Bukit Kluang.view worth the hike

hoping we'll be friends till old & grey

#suddenly, i think theres too many things to be forced into one post. 

so, i'll make another one later

hopefully, i'll be very rajin to write one.till tehn ollaaa

do have mercy on us too

huhhhh
these past few days
been sighing about life quite a lot!
it seems unfair in so many ways
what is wrong?
where did it goes wrong?
is it our fault? why people keep on judging us??
why are all these problems keep on hitting us?!
don't it have anywhere else better to go
its just never stop..like reallyyy
and we're not that strong to keep on putting our held high with a smile and whats not
we've been too strong for too long i guess
got nowhere to go to except for only us
feels like crying and sighing but theres no use to it
still gotta try putting game face onn
because i believe God has better plan.
somehow,yess hopefully its not that far from us.

long long time no seee

hhhyyyeeeee
new semester just started
new room
few same roomates
new subjects and stuff
the same old me!
happy news is my result for last semester is OKAYY!!!
thank god!
gotta try harder this semester onward!
to achieve my long-time dream~
pleaseeee GOD help me!!!

i think my English is getting poorer and i need to read more!
like seriously..aiiyaaaa

one more good news is,my new room can access the wi-fi all day,all time
and its quite good the new connection
since its still in early stages of the semester,i'm trying my best to finish all the 'stocks'- dramas,movies,etc
before those things distract me after this! hehehhh
lets all do better this time~
FIGHTINGG,#till we meet again~

bestest dream evaaahhh!!!

kekekeee
since its a dream
my soo overr the top dream!!
bear with me~

all of sudden me n ma sis got into a random restaurant
all five of them is there!
not too many people..
sadly, TOP went inside..
even in dreams he's hard!
then,we asked for pics with the 4 outside..
miaahahahaaa
they were like okey n everything
very nice n like no big deal!!
it was such a nice dream that i quite regret waking up
kekekekeee
wtv it is..indeed laa even in dreams they're awesome...
i'm so hoping there'll be 2nd ep and more of it
see you guys next time..in real life shall we!! ^_______^

a lil refreshment before final!!!

yaaayyyy for me!!
my umi n sis n bro came visit me!!
to cheered me up a bit before gettin all stressed up for final~
woott woottt
had a blast like always when we're all together!
we stayed at the Terengganu Grand-Con. nice one
plus there's not many peeps at the pool,
so we acted like it's our territory!
LOL
however,the breakfast was blerghhh..
not nice like before
was looking forward to their 'puding-roti' but found none!
tsk tskk tskkk

its study-week/leaves for me
its quite empty,many gone home
but,its just 3 weeks away from sem-break so i'll just be home for good later on!

but,i'm smellin quite some issues here...
lets just respect each other space,decision and thang for just few more days huhh..
i dont wanna end it on bad term laa kann..
because,i may not be able to hold it in anymore after this!
soo lets be all happy happy all giddy giddy till this over.

FIGHTING FOR FINAL!!
#lookingforwardtoSEMbreak!!!

so random!

its September 2013..about 3months or so left for this year

today,saw the iphone launch tuu

quite kiutt kann..as if there's big difference than before!!

X__x

the interesting part is that the touch ID!

i've been always thinking to use ur fingerprint to unlock ur phone

and they've made it true!!

should i asked for compensation!!LOLsssss

and one more the final is coming!!!!!!!!

lets be prepared!

END OF RANDOM THING!

time out!!

time,i think u r moving too fast!
slow down yaahh
blabbing beginss...
the thing i wanna say is
I may not keep up with the world gadget or brands  wise
that simply because i wanna do it my way.
through TRAVEL it is.
going tru all the things is waaayyy more fun after all rite.

one more,WANDERLUST!
that seems really fun right!!
one day i wanna do it too!
just me in any part of the world.
^________^

whaddupp~

its been super long since my last update
not that theres no interesting things
but,just no time! >__< eksenn biziiii
teheheheheee
btw, its already the one-third of Ramadhan..
one thing for sure,cannot wait for the hollidayssss

since last time,what am i up to??!!
before the semester started last end may - early june
manage to successfully visit Korea again
but this time with le familiaa and more tourist spots were taken down!!
when me n sis went there by ourselves,we skipped almost all the too touristy spots
and this time have to visit it
manage to cover from Jeju>>Busan>>Gyeonju>>Seoul
it was a week for my fam and an extra week for me n sis!
we didnt do much tho during our extraa stay
maybe coz the weather is scotching hott!!
just stroll around here and there and shop,shopp n shop
which we rarely do ^_____^

was a fun trip and missing jeju oredi!
and we're so lucky that on our last day,at the airport
while waving farewell to Korea,,
manage to bump into and walk along with BIGBANG's SEUNGRI!! O__O
he's coming back from GD's con in thailand!!
even tho i'm not his bias o wtv...surely,HE IS SO FINE!
huuuwaa..and got some pics with dancers too>pj,dony!! THANK GOD!
and yeaahh..before,met Kichul and choice37!!
a fruitfullll trip indeed!!

byoonngggggggggg..... ^^,

when they're quoting things~

''A song can’t change the world. But the song can change his three minutes. His three minutes can change his three hours. his three hours can change his three days. his three days can change his three months. his three months can change his three years. his three years can change his life. his life can change peoples’ lives. and people can change the world.'' - Mr. Kwon G-Yong

''I really wanted to travel around the world, and give a strong hug to every fan of BIGBANG.” -Kang DaeSung

~BIGBANG is the band that I myself am a big fan of!
 Maybe it's the last stop in my long journey in music~ Giyongchy

-no matter what anyone says,passion never lies- T.O.P

-THAT WOULD BE IT FOR NOW! LETS LIVE WITH NO REGRETS!-

this semester is closing~

already knew that this semester gonna be a short one
but it feels super short okeyhh
its about a week before we start facing our final for second semester!
only GOD knows what my feeling is!
scared as hell and happy too as holiday is up next!
i've been going through weeks of tests and quizzes back to back and almost every week!
what a busy semester indeed!
my brain is quite tired,drained,exhausted and i think i've used it a lot this sem! more than last sem for sure!!
hopefully everything will go smoothly and we'll be able to end it on a good note!
finger-crossed and still got time to work hard too!
it's never too late right even when it's already is! heheheee

#not be able to update too much. adios~ XD

A WAKE-UP CALL TO MALAYSIANS

from my point of view..
the latest incident that occur in our country is definitely a wake up call to us Malaysian to appreciate the harmonious and peacefulness that we've had.
this is calling us to stay united and not taking things for granted as we always do!
all of us should become one to protect our country right~
if its not us,then who'd do it for us
we shouldn't caught up too much in the viewing or opinion differences to the point that some were willing to harm the nation.

#its just my piece of mind thats need to be said and let's just live together harmoniously and let us all protect the nation~ :D

the owhh-so-famous items/scenes in K-Drama~

as i've been watching quite a number of K-Dramas
i've noticed that,there are a few things which is a must in their stories
lets share~~

1) everyone is having the exactly same type of phone
- despite the characters background or anything,each and everyone will be using the same type of phone
be it they're poor or chaebol or whatever...and they'll also be using all sorts of apps which is available and making us drools over the phone of coz! its part of their game okeyhh!! heheehee

2)ths owhh-so-famous U-turn scene!
- this is definitely a must have scene in k-drama..each and every drama has it right!!
it's like when they're  on the road going somewhere or chasing after something, they suddenly get a phone call and gonna be making a u-turn all of sudden..seriously,it does look dangerous sometimes though!!maybe they wanna show the skills of their stunt-man or driving skill and everything! XD

3)don't forget the make-over session ya'll
- yeaahh yeaahh yeaahhh this is totally a must okeyh!!
they have to go to the mall and trying on all the beautiful clothes,shoes and accessories..
and they did it just for fun!! hehehee  they must be livin a good life okeyh!

4)the bad-ass  usually knew everything!
- the bad characters are always the one that get all the information first and they're the one that connect all the dots and everything! they heard and saw everything too which is beyond human's ability..hahahaa

5)public-display-emotion
- everytime we watch,there'll be time when they're having bad days and everything and they shout out loud in public...cries while in norae-bang..confess their love in front of the world too..they're definitely no keeping their emotion in and just let it all out!

i'm sharing this not to criticize or condemn their drama or anything
it's just that I LOVE and ENJOY their dramas so much
and these are the little things and the cheziness that left us wanting more!
as far as i'm concern,the people there is definitely just like what they potray on the screen!
and all the K-drama lovers are enjoying each and every bits of it
LET'S US ALL KEEP ON ENJOYING K-DRAMA

#

Ok-Karaoke!!

hellooooo

ya'll know what..while otw sending me here..

me,ma sista n ma bro had a little karaoke session in the car!

as soon as the car movin and until we arrived!

after that....

sore throat-GOT IT

hungrayy-CHECKED!!

even our head is spinning!!LOLOL

we've had a blend of BIGBANG's old and new songs

melo,hype and just everything!!

and we also did TVXQ-Bolero!

it's sure a song fit for you to just shout as loud as you can in the car!! 

kekeekkkekeekee

and really realized that being a 'singer' is kinda hard work!!puuhahahhaa

p/s: OUR DVD HAD ARRIVED SAVE AND SOUND!!WE'VE RE-LIVE THE MOMENTS AND MEMORIES ALL OVER AGAIN AND IT'S BEYOND AWESOME!! LOOVEE ITTT 

SO EVERYONE,BE SURE TO GRAB ONE TOO!! xD

PRECIOUS 4thFebruary!

okeyhh,,i gotta admit that i'm a bummer when it comes to updating my blog!
well yeahh..when u don't have the mood..u just DON'T!
just realize that today is 4th February!!!
what's so exciting about it?!!!
lemme tell yaaaa~
on this exact date a year ago,
me along with my sister is on our way to our favorite land..
Malaysia  >>>>> South Korea #GDstyle!
couldn't believe it's been a year since then
definitely whhhooaaaaa!!!
counting the days till we meet again
and yeeaahh around this time..we're already there,,breathing the same air
kekekekekeee
how come time flies super fast!
maybe because last year was super great kann!

~~TIME FLIES WHEN WE WANT IT TO SLOW DOWN A BIT!~~

p/s: today got BEL test all of sudden..LOL